Anyone can join the livestream now! <3 It’s going to be a feel inducing Destiel painting!
JOIN AND CHAT! : D
New lifestream software also!
I have a : ” OMG IT’S 1 AM BUT I REALLY NEED TO DRAW THIS ” phase…
I wonder if I should livestream this because this drawing will be VERY VERY feels inducing…
thoughts? Who’s up for it?
Maybe this time it’s Dean’s turn to pull Cas out of the depths.
Wolf Children Ame and Yuki
Yeah, so this film just emotionally compromised me…
WHY OCTO WHY DID YOU MADE ME WATCH THAT MOVIE * SOB ETERNALLY INTO THE NIGHT*
BEHUEEHEUHEEHHUEHEUHE
MY FEELS!!!

HERE’S THE DRAWING OF THE LIVESTREAM DONE!!!
Gosh I had an awesome time with everyone!!
I will sooooo do it again soon! BUt with a Canon based idea I already though about ; D
YOU’LL SEE!
also : Jen is awesome and wrote this!!
And here is the drawing that follows this moment.
He’d been gone for half a cycle of the pale-pearl. Dean hadn’t told anyone except Sam where he was going and what he was doing - trusting his brother to keep his damn mouth shut. If he told anyone, it was to Jess and Jess knows how to keep a secret.
When he finally gets back, he finds Sam first. He wants to go find Cas and just give him the fucking thing and get this over with, but he needs to talk to Sam first. Sam nearly chokes on the fish he’s eating when Dean shows him the pearl. Jess shrieks and raves about how lucky Cas is that Dean swam for days to find the giant clams. Sam gets all flustered and Dean knows that it’s only a matter of days now before Sam goes and gets her one too.
“He’s at the jell-cracks.” Sam tells him and Dean barely manages to say thanks before he takes off, tail cutting sharp arcs through the water as he swims.
Cas is untangling a jellyfish’s tentacles when he breaches the edge of the fissure, his back to Dean. He chews his lip and hides the pearl in his palm. Is now the right time to do it? Maybe he should wait. But what if he loses the pearl? Oh shit, if he loses it before he can give it to Cas he might as well just give up then. And what if Cas doesn’t want it? What if he doesn’t like it? What if it’s not enough?
He squeezes his fingers around the pearl and huffs a heavy breath through his gills. He knows Cas knows he’s here when he feels the pulse of echolocation wash over him. Cas’s head lifts and his fans flex before he turns around. The kin-connection slides into place and a knot in his chest relaxes the moment it does.
(Welcome home, Dean. Sam said you went hunting.)
(You could say that, yeah.)
Cas’s small smile sends all sorts of tingles down Dean’s spine straight to the end of his tail. (Were you successful?)
Dean licks his lips and looks away. (Not yet.)
Livestream is starting a little early!!
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I’m finishing this! <3

Misha lays down the motherfucking law. [x]
Can we just talk about how fucking disgusting it is that when Misha calls the fandom out on their misogyny some idiots have to yell “it’s because they’re evil!” First of all, not every female character is evil… most most of them are hated on in large numbers. Second of all, that isn’t an excuse. The fandom doesn’t hate on the male villains, but they do hate the female villains. Misha’s point stands and you could tell he got uncomfortable because he knew the people he was criticizing 1. don’t see their problematic behavior 2. are in the room and 3 feel it’s ok to yell at him about their problematic behavior (and 4. he was probably (obviously) still INCREDIBLY vulnerable from ECCC and knows now that the fandom doesn’t have problems taking their wank to him, which is despicable, I might add). It just really bothers me how fucking misogynistic this fandom is. Like why do we hate Naomi but not Crowley? Why do we hate Lisa? Why do we hate Amelia? Why would people hate Ruby and not Lucifer? (I say “why would” because I, personally, have not seen a lot of Ruby hate… I’m assuming that hate was in abundance when she was on the show, but now it’s all nostalgic feelings of love.) I just don’t understand. Neither does Misha.
As much as I PERFECTLY agree with Misha’s point, the last one made me cringe a little because the problem with this show it’s that EVERY young woman they had was used more or less as a romantic interest for the boys, without any kind of interesting development and background. It’s hard to connect to a character when the only role they play is ” the girlfriend” ” the love interest” ( *coughcough* Amelia and lisa * coughcough* )
It’s like with Meg, she was an AWESOME character, until they decided to butcher her characterization and made her crush on Cas and be all : Oh unicorn! ” They didn’t had to make her a romantic interest, why did they?
So as much as I agree with Misha’s point , I’m not misogynistic for not liking characters that only exist to be made into love interest .
You know.. that may fly… but not really. I wasn’t in the fandom for Lisa’s run in the show… but with Amelia… we knew she was Sam’s love interest over the summer last year and everyone was so excited, but as soon as she came she was INSTANTLY hated and everything she said was proof she was a “bitch” and needed to “get away from Sammy!” Yet, if a male had said what she said everyone would have been in love with them. Lisa is one of my favorite characters, as is Amelia. And there is more to their character than “the love interest.” Amelia is a representation of loss, and what loss means to Sam. Lisa is a representation of family, and what family means to Dean. It is misogynistic to reduce them to “love interest” in your mind because that’s all you see. You don’t see Amelia’s complex relationship with loss and how that fits into her relationship with Sam… you don’t see Lisa’s complex relationship with family and how that fits into her relationship with Dean. All you see is their relationships with Sam and Dean respectively. But that’s not all there is. I’ve seen both characters hated on called “two dimensional characters” but that shows a complete lack of thought for their stories and their contribution to their respective brother’s story and life.
That said, what they did to Meg was really annoying… of course, I always found Meg annoying. Her story isn’t linear in any way and it’s kind of all over the place. I think most of Meg’s time in the show was written without any mind to her previous time in the show. I think it started after Azazel. which was long before Megstiel.
(it should be noted while discussing Lisa and Amelia and love interests for the guys being hated by the fandom one time I was watching a convention panel and someone asked Jensen and Jared what they thought the show could do to get more male viewership, since in theory the show is very male oriented, but the fanodm is primarily female. And they said “put some hot girls in there.” and Jensen said “unfortunately, we tried that and you guys got mad” Fans started cheering. At which time Jensen went to imitate the fandom and said in a high pitched ish voice “get those bitches away from our boys!” and everyone cheered louder. No doubt this was talking about Bella, not Lisa or Amelia… but even still. This is the attitude the fandom has. And it’s not ok)
It’s not ‘ misogynistic ” to say a character have no development. It’s an opinion. You saw more there than I did? Good for you. But don’t call me miso because I thought the potential of the character weren’t pushed at all.That’s totally different. Amelia’s storyline was in my mind extremely weak. Lisa’s was better since there was more development to it , but their character were far less pushed than any males ones in the show. ( AND THAT IS a problem.)
Charlie is loved by the fandom because her history ISN’T related to Dean or Sam , she is her own person with her own goal. It’s a breath of fresh air.
Meg’s storyline..no comment. I can only agree.
One last point: It is never okay to try to ” gain in viewers” by ” throwing some hot girls in there” . Not only is it kind of disgusting , but it provide the image that : Girls are only to be used as sexy factors” and nothing else.
I’m gonna continue yesterday’s livestream at 7.pm tonight!!! ( which means for any of you , in 2 hours! )
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This is the drawing that will be continued!

OH GOD, HAVE A BLANKET!! AND SOME TEA!! WITH PORPCORN IN IT ( MARSHMALLOWS) .
;AAA; you’re gonna be okay??? * rub back*
Misha lays down the motherfucking law. [x]
Can we just talk about how fucking disgusting it is that when Misha calls the fandom out on their misogyny some idiots have to yell “it’s because they’re evil!” First of all, not every female character is evil… most most of them are hated on in large numbers. Second of all, that isn’t an excuse. The fandom doesn’t hate on the male villains, but they do hate the female villains. Misha’s point stands and you could tell he got uncomfortable because he knew the people he was criticizing 1. don’t see their problematic behavior 2. are in the room and 3 feel it’s ok to yell at him about their problematic behavior (and 4. he was probably (obviously) still INCREDIBLY vulnerable from ECCC and knows now that the fandom doesn’t have problems taking their wank to him, which is despicable, I might add). It just really bothers me how fucking misogynistic this fandom is. Like why do we hate Naomi but not Crowley? Why do we hate Lisa? Why do we hate Amelia? Why would people hate Ruby and not Lucifer? (I say “why would” because I, personally, have not seen a lot of Ruby hate… I’m assuming that hate was in abundance when she was on the show, but now it’s all nostalgic feelings of love.) I just don’t understand. Neither does Misha.
As much as I PERFECTLY agree with Misha’s point, the last one made me cringe a little because the problem with this show it’s that EVERY young woman they had was used more or less as a romantic interest for the boys, without any kind of interesting development and background. It’s hard to connect to a character when the only role they play is ” the girlfriend” ” the love interest” ( *coughcough* Amelia and lisa * coughcough* )
It’s like with Meg, she was an AWESOME character, until they decided to butcher her characterization and made her crush on Cas and be all : Oh unicorn! ” They didn’t had to make her a romantic interest, why did they?
So as much as I agree with Misha’s point , I’m not misogynistic for not liking characters that only exist to be made into love interest .
Awwwww MERCI ÉNORMÉMENT!!! j’apprécis beaucoup!!!!! : D Une autre fan française!! c’est tellement rare sur Tumblr!!! Bisous!!!

AAAAND HERE’S MARI THE JELLYFISH 8D
BEHOLD HER MAJESTIC BEING
And now to sleep cuz it’s late and i’m frickin tired =w=
I WAS DRAWN AS A JELLYFISH MERMAID!!!
YOU DON’T UNDERSTAND
I WAS DRAWN AS A JELLYFISH MERMAID!!!
* SCREEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEECH*
THANK YOU SO SO SO MUCH!!!!
Do you ever just wanna hug someone so tightly to the point where you have absolutely no intentions of ever letting go because you want them to know just how much they mean to you and how much you love them and you just wanna take away all the bad things in their life and replace them with only good things?

This is the drawing of the lifestream that isn’t over. There’s gonna be another livestream later to finish it! STAY TUNED! <3
I had SO SO SO SO much fun with the livestream!!!
Thanks everyone who joined in!! It was pretty late, thus next time will be at a more tolerable hour lol.
<3 I really had a great time chatting with all of you and for all the compliments! You really nearly made me cry ;A;
: D there’s gonna be a part 2 of the drawing where I will probably finish it!
so stay tuned!! <3
many thanks!!